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welcome to the about me section
i'm lily, i'm fifteen, and my birthday is on the 13th of december. i also use they/he pronouns.
i love to draw, occasionally write as well. i enjoy discussing things i discover with others as well.i'm into project sekai, alien stage, love live, lycoris recoil, vocaloid (especially dark vocaloid though. PLEASE talk to me about this /gen /vpos), kpop girl groups, sk8 the infinity and more things!
| gender & sexuality |
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| nonbinary aspec lesbian |
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| half filipino / half kiwi (new zealand euro) |
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| exclusively english |
| needs tone tags? |
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| yes please (completely optional, but i advise using them around me) |
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| NZT (GMT+12 or GMT+13 during daylight savings) |
my favorite characters, from my favorite things (boiled down to 2 at MOST per media)
(one of the 12 characters opens an easter egg section >:3)
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| i LOVE the monochrome aesthetic so much, i love collecting cute things as well like plushies, figurines, keychains, stickers, all that (ESPECIALLY SANRIO PLUSHIES I LOVE SANRIO SO MUCH KUROMI IS MY FAVORITE) and i love eating noodles and sushi and mochi and candy and literally anything sweet, i am a heavy mizuki, ena ivan and till kinnie and i also love my friends so much i cherish you all very dearly i hope you all are doing amazing. i'm sending virtual hugs, take care ๐๐ |
Currently listening to D/N/A by Azari
1:25 / 2:09
before you follow / friend etc
i don't multiship outside of vocaloid, i don't like genderbend nor trans hcs (i'm completely fine if you enjoy them, but they make me uncomfortable), i also don't like m/f vbs or wxs (includes polyshow / squad). you're good if you enjoy it, but don't discuss it with me unless i've expressed permission to do so, i'm an overly apologetic person, i make nsfw jokes (only around those i'm aware are fine with them) and PLEASE let me know about boundaries as i don't want to unsettle anyone. i'll make sure to fully comply!!
do NOT interact if you
ship any m/f alnst ship (excluding hyuluka and one sided mizitill), CANNOT take a joke whatsoever, condone the use of AI replicating artistic forms, are a zionist or support any genocide going on, fall under the basic DNI criteria.
ships: anhane, akitoya, ruikasa, emunene, mizuena, kanamafu, shizuharu, ichishiho, main 3 alnst ships, chisataki, renga, matchablossom, ranpoe, mikuluka, rinku, kaimei, gakukai, hertamei, aventio, acheswan, kiamei, bronseele, xiaolumi, beigguang, kavehtham, clorivia, yuupomu, chikariko, hitokita (+ more)
kpop groups i listen to (casually or not is up to myself to determine): twice, loona (with local files) + redebuts, red velvet, IVE, dreamcatcher, lovelyz, oh my girl, CSR, itzy, aespa, AOA, WJSN, (G)I-DLE, EXID, purple kiss, everglow, kiss of life, 9muses , ily:1, april, hellovenus, berrygood (+ more... again)
This is Shiraishi An, or otherwise known to myself as "the love of my life" (click here for info about her!)
Goodness gracious, I did NOT think that I'd get so overly attached to a character like her this quickly.
It all started around late October last year, around the time Akito's 5th focus (Rekindle the flame) was running. I was recently discharged after a night in the hospital, and I was obsessed with An's card from the event set at the time.I can't recall what EXACTLY caused me to begin fixating (or as I refer to it, simping), but I remember listening to Awake Now (her second focus song, and my favorite An comm now). I genuinely couldn't help but feel immersed in An's vocals. I can't pinpoint what it was about me falling for her vocals either, but I was just held captive, and I guess that was the root for my An oshi arc to begin.
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Now, I know it hasn't been all too long since I became an An oshi (5 months, as of 21/03/2025), but seriously, I'm so attracted to her, if anything, my feelings have only grown stronger throughout that time, and I expect that to persist as more time passes.24/7 this stunning woman has been on my mind. Simply imagining her smile, bright enough to illuminate a thousand roads by itself, brings me pure bliss.
Whenever I see An happy, my heart flutters and my smile carries pure joy. Whenever I see An sad, my heart feels torn apart, and I even feel like crying. Her laughter and overall optimism is contagious, and it's something I truly admire.An is someone who I've clung onto during some hard times. 2025 is my first year of doing senior high school things such as final exams, so I'm currently expecting the worst, and I was recently abandoned by some close friends (I'm over it though, don't worry). However, thinking of An has relieved me of multiple of those stresses.I constantly daydream about things like tangling my fingers within her luscious, multi-colored hair, donned with her iconic star clips, or gazing into her fierce, passion-driven, orange eyes that have carried some of the most vivid sightings in its time behind it.Her sense of fashion is something very admirable. I love her choice to wear crop tops, and showcase her waist because she truly knows she is an absolute DIVA. I also adore her unit outfit for this, but also how her outfit is heavily influenced off of Nagi's outfit (i.e the necklace and the loosely worn sleeves).Another thing I must acknowledge is her character. I can't help but adore her writing. She feels like a real person with how complex her emotions and her troubles are. I genuinely want to talk her writing here, but I don't wish to bring up spoilers. Going into her lore was absolutely soul crushing though, I sometimes contemplate whether I'm a hardcore An simp or if An's literally me JUST because of how painfully relatable she is ๐Massive shout out to Colorful Palette for the incredible care put into her character, as well as the other Vivid BAD SQUAD members. They wouldn't be my favorite unit if it weren't for the astounding writing <3Overall, I am absolutely so in love with this woman. I wouldn't necessarily call myself the #1 An fan, as that's a subjective title, but I'd prefer to acknowledge other An oshis just like myself as that :DMy love for An exceeds past these words, and I'd spend literal days raving about everything I adore about her, but I'll save that for a more ideal place in another time.
Thank you for reading <3